I don’t know what’s going on with my knees but it’s not good. One day of excruciating pain, one day off, one day of normal discomfort and then another excruciating day. Again, I had times when I wondered if I was going to make it. I finally ran into the Group Leader in the early afternoon on a quiet street about 2 hours from the finish line. She looked up and knew immediately something was wrong. As soon as she asked me if I was OK I almost broke down into tears. I just shook my head, No, and sat down. I think she could tell by how quiet I was that talking was not going to solve the problem. She got me something to eat and drink then we went to the pharmacy and bought two really nice knee braces. We also bought two of those chemical ice-pads that cool down when you squeeze them. That helped tremendously but I took the van in. Here’s the weird part. As soon as I iced each knee; five minutes with a bag full of ice, and the pain completely disappeared. I iced both knees and felt absolutely normal the rest of the night.
Today was an optional day because we are staying at the same hotel two nights in a row so we can get laundry done. Tomorrow the van will take us to where the group ended today and we have a 30km walk; about 14 miles. I don’t know the terrain but I do know that it’s clouding up and could rain. Oh well, we just have to take this one day at a time but I HAVE to finish this thing. I’m completely baffled why my knees, and nobody else’s, would fail like this. It’s not like a bone thing, it feels like a muscle-cartridge thing. the anti-inflammatory shot I got the other day has long worn off so I just have to hope the braces and some anti-inflammatory cream I picked up today will take care of the problem.
But, before my legs gave out yesterday I did take a few photos. Spain is covered in Olive trees and for those of you that have never seen one bearing fruit, this is what it looks like.
Later in the day I walked past what looked like a Love Memorial. It was really quite touching. Hundreds of piles of rocks, most of them with notes either sitting on top or buried under a key stone. I didn’t have time to read many of them but I did shoot a few photos.
All of these displays of sentiment made me a little home sick, made me think of all those friends and family that have passed, and made me think about my Partner, someone who is in my heart all day every day anyway. I even thought about leaving something behind but these displays of sentiment seemed to have a note of finality to them and that isn’t something I wanted to even think about.
My knees were also causing me excruciating pain. It’s hard to be romantic and full of love when your main thought is “what in the hell am I going to do if my legs completely freeze up and I am stuck out here without help from anyone I know. I’m not exaggerating, I honestly thought, again, that I was going to be stranded. I don’t like feeling helpless. Buen Camino
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Karin Barrows
Sorry to hear of your knee pain along your journey. Randy has had similar issues lately and it’s not fun! I hope your pain will pass and you will be able to enjoy your trip. We’re thinking of you and wish you the best. We look forward to hearing more stories and seeing more pictures along the way!!!
Kelley Worrall
Knee pain. I know that routine. Good knee brace and hiking poles are my trick. Stiff, sore, slippy slidey. Ice. Tenacity. Myofascial release techniques. You can suddenly relate to the darn TV commercials about the UPS guy who takes Advil for knee pain. Love the Memorial notes and sentiments. Touching. So refreshingly analog. Feels historic and connected. Weather looks perfect. Thanks for the update and pics. Go Joe Go.
erinvcaalaman
I wish I could give you a hug and a flute of Vueve. You are missed and loved.
True
OK here’s a hard-earned observation from someone with more white hair than you: If you have no history of saying no to things you’ve committed to, then finally saying no to a “commitment” is sometimes saying yes…to yourself. This is not advice or even a suggestion, but I worry about your fierce dedication to “gotta finish” while your only two knees are clearly telling you something’s not right. Maybe the journey here is not so much about walking to a church, but finding your way on that path.
Jim and I admire your courage in putting yourself in that situation. As we follow your blog, it seems the walkers are differently motivated, so the trail has different lessons for each traveler. You started the walk not knowing what to expect but what you are describing sure sounds like a lesson.
There must be one or two creative ways to honorably your conclude your journey other than walking every step. It’s YOUR walk after all. If you have to bypass stamping stations along the way, who cares. We’ll all stamp your camino passport when you get back. Buon camino, True
jenjmft
Beautiful little memorial Joe. I’m worried about you though… I am hoping there are medical care options that will get you through this in a pain-free way. Sending you love…
StuSpencer
Hang in there Joe! Hopefully you opted for the day off and are giving your knees the much needed rest it sounds like they need.
“Ice, Ice, Baby!”
We are all pulling for you. 🙂 Stu
JoeLUNA
JoeJETER
I wish I knew what to tell you. Take it as easy as you can, ice and braces and cane, rest when you can, and consistent full dose motrin. That’s all I can think of.
I’ll email you details. The main point is take it faithfully every six hours (within reason, dont wake up for a dose). And do all the other things you’re doing as faithfully as you can.
Ok, that’s all for my unsolicited blog advice.
Hang in there. Light a candle at a church and ask for help. Just like they say at Saint Paul’s here in San Diego, those are God’s altars youre visiting as youre walking, and I feel sure He’s happy to see anyone walk in and ask for help, no matter (again as they say here in SD at Saint Paul’s) where you are on your journey of faith. And you’re even on a literal journey of faith, seeing where things take you. Think positively. It’s a beautiful trek. Hope things get easier and better for you…
JoeLUNA